Hellow, Mijuku here. Today, my eyes got open to a new level of reality. Its on the About about thingy above, click on. Its around 2 am in here already, i do not wish to sleep anymore.. forever. :p chuuuu , hahahha - MiJuku.
about
I change. Every now and then, i discover something new about myself, which is quite exciting. I do not wish to be remembered at all but i wish for the things i've done to people to Not-be-forgotten. That they weren't alone.
This about me section don't have that much use at all because it's hard to get to know someone just by words ( you can get closer but not deeper unless i really do open up ). Too often do we think with our minds rather than feel with our hearts so we miss out on the most important. I do not fear death, i do not fear life - I only fear emptiness. I live because i need to I'm glad i have somewhere to go to when i wake up in the morning. The thing i want last in my life is to die beautiful, and ... i want to die alive.
okay...
Thursday, January 1, 2009, 8:59 PM
I shall update now?? I am actually very lazy to say blah blah words but about my new year - it could have been better. Ive watched the fireworks - amazing. Beautiful as ever.
And uhm i am looking so fucking old with my new hair style. But before the rant I want to greet everyone- HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! Im hoping for the best this 2009! Yah! :]]
Anyway, it was so foggy tonight~
Yesterday I did a full head of extensions so my hands have been aching all day ! ! !
is swollen a bit still . .
Had a meet up with Mei and others before new year.
My last purikura for 2008.
My new hair style for 2009. I did again myself. And why is that i look so retarded? dammit lol. At Chiaki's bathroom. I was using her canon cam. I miss my Camera.
******* cont.. Okay 2008 wasn't All good. But A lot happened that i thought i wont make it anymore yet here i am. Not because im good, not because im that strong. But that's because i have so many amazing real friends by myside. Thats because of you guys. You always make me feel that i'm not alone. I wont be able.. ever to thank you all enough for that. Experiencing full shitty feeling and all that, a year has passed by and i was never ever alone. It true - time goes by so fast.
This comming year what ever will happen ill look at time with eyes wide open because i know im not alone. Walking slowly and try not to even blink so i could fully see how everyone will be there again. I don't like to miss those moments, not even a second.
I had a fortune cookie yesterday and it says, " tell those that you love that you do" And i will right them. Everyone - thank you very much, and i love you all - whole heartedly, i deeply do.
So yeaaaaaaaaaaa 2009 .. yaaaaa!!!! Im excited!
nakjuu
Saturday, December 20, 2008, 2:19 AM
Anno.. i think its not the photoshop at all but i still look sick?
It's so freakin cold today. Hmm not sure what to blog about. But no my life has been very interesting an intense (uhm?) lately.
About the cosmetology class lately. Well my last attend.. there was this client - somewhat rude . We had a walk-in and i was really nice to her. One of the manicurist was doing her fill-in while i worked on her toes. She said i gave good massages and that her toes looked a lot healthier and prettier so i thanked her for allowing me to work on her.
Later that day she came back; wanting me and another girl to work on her make-up. We did and she left . Uhm yea?? she didnt pay yo!!! nyaa =[[. To save up Jessica-chans allowance im just the one who pay it in the counter.
ahhh >_>.
chuuchuuchuu
* to be continue*
Helow!
Thursday, December 11, 2008, 4:04 PM
Well technically yours truly is still alive! hahaha * evil laugh *
Well alright I am very sorry for not updating in sooo long. I've been ... very much busy in here.
Okay i have some pictures first:
At cosmetology class:
Okay my classmates in colsmetology class - Sunako-chan ( it's a nickname :P ) and Jessica on the right.
We are currently on the subject of make-up of the face. Three hours of make-up theory. What tools, what products, and how they are used . Verrrryy long. sigh. Did it need to be THREE HOURS? XD
Three hours too long. . God.
The remainder of the classtime was spent practice on one another.
Sunako-chan had fun applying make-up on me. I look like.. Zushi in the picture. Totally. And i have that rawwrrrr expression huh?XD
Too much fun yo!
Okay and so for my life update I'm actually not going at the bakeshop anymore. I need more time to study. Well that's about it. I'll try to answer your emailssss.. and sorry but i cant online on msn at all... that much.
Jana! it's almost 10 am in here. :]]
Everyone:
Sunday, November 30, 2008, 11:16 PM
I'll be gone for really long.. really really long.
jana.
Boink boink
Saturday, November 29, 2008, 3:18 AM
Hellow everyone! haahh another day is almost over. It was really fun today. I got a new hair highlights, for free! Jessica-chan did it for me. tehee. She's my always partner in cosmetology class. :3 * piggy smile all around *
Then i had lunch and with Kohei and Daiji. We ate at south coast pizza.
Look!
My rice smiled at me today ! ! It made me very happy. :D
Okay this is how my new hair looks like. Cute right? hahaha Hmm what else. I went to the school office today and got to talk with the Dean! I was kinda nervous at first but he's a very soft spoken man so yea i got to tell him about my request. Uhm.. etto.. did i put about that in my last blog entry? Hmm no? Etto.. okay well I am in 2nd yr college already but to be able to go to London business school i do need my college diploma so my last 2nd yr onwards in college would be 1 yr only. After this school yr ill take up both 3rd yr and 4rth yr lessons so my scheadule would be like mond -sat 6 am to 10 pm. And even on sundays i'll still have class. Yea -THAT-BUSY.
Click here for the website of the school. It's really nice. And i am really really positive that ill be able to pass all the requirements.
Anyway what me and the dean talk about is the risk i do have to give up. They will support me about everything including both the test they will give to me ( to be able to pass college ) and the government as well. It's like.. hmm what do you call that.. etto.. oh accelerate. It's be kinda like that. I must pass both the school test and the government test. chuuchuuchuuu
Eh so i think eveyrone does get the bad news? Lessssssssssss online. Actually it should start now. Since i do need to really perfect my english. Mama got me an english teacher too. She's from england! :P *000* Oh and the Dean told me btw that i'll go to different countries, i mean Me alone. hahaha. I feel like a Vip omg. But its funny. The london business school does required students experience from outside their country. I've had before, in Malaysia and Indonesia. And on the year onward i'll be in Usa and Singapore, England ( yah! =]] ) together with the seniors and in France, Germany, and Thailand Yo.. alone. yea, the school will schedule my training in the Universities in there for my on job training. Omg i really feel like a Vip. Nyaa.. but it's an overall thank you. It's not like my school does this to every students. Nyaaa and Thailand yoooooooh!!!!! Omg its been always a dream to go to Thailand.. etto just since last month? hahha, ive been into watching a lot of Thai movies and they are "wow!!" =]]. Actually im thinking if there's any Asian country that i'll live in someday it's either Philippines or Thailand.
Hmm this blog entry is kinda long already.. yea? hhaha gomen =]].
I look so innocent. Hahha. Okay that picture is for kitty-chan. She was sad awhile ago. I hope everything is alright in there already.
Okay this about it. Thank you very much for reading this blog entry. And oh.. May-chan does tell me this a lot:
" everyday we recieve a very special gift. That's everyday. It's what we call life."
She made that quote herself. I might go to Tokyo tomorrow and go to karaoke ponpon in Shibuya with her. It's our.. official second date? *000*
=]].
chuuchuu
Friday, November 28, 2008, 5:04 AM
i am totally (!) lowbat already today so..
Goodnight everyone.
:]]
The guy who loves you! <3
Thursday, November 27, 2008, 4:53 PM
The guy who loves you if he cant always see you he will try to make himself busy for not to have any time to remember you because he knew if he did he will keep on missing you untill he could do nothing.
The guy who loves you cant tell the reason why he loves you. He only knew that in his eyes - you're the only one.
The guy who loves you seldom praise you. But in his heart you are the best. Only he knews it.
The guy who loves you will scold of complain if you didn't reply his message but others. Because he cares.
The guy who loves you only drop his tears in front of you. When you try to wipe his tears you are touching his heart. The heart which beats for you.
The guy who loves you wont give that promises so easily because he dont want to break the promise. He wants to give you the safest and happiest life ever.
The guy who loves you tells you not to think so much about the things bothering you because everything will come smoothly soon. He wants to give you a surprise. Believe him that he can do it.
The guy who loves you will go to the airport to fetch you. He wont carry a bunch of chocolate and call you darling like you expect but he will carry you luggage and ask you, " why are you becoming that think within days?" with his sincere heart.
The guy loves you will listen quietly to you when you're mad, and when you finished, he will say, " You still got class tomorrow, sleep earlier" with a smile.
The guy who loves you call you little kid but everytime he wants to make big decision he will first want to hear your advice.
The guy who loves you dont like little toy like teddy bear but he will always put that bear you gave to him in his bed.
The guy who loves while really missing you will want to buy a bunch of chocolate and wait you stupidly under your appartment buy he never thought what he bought is candy. But doesnt matter at all because in his heart, thats chocolate.
